did you know it still hurts? sometimes i think about it and all the pain just floods my body and i have to fight the tears.
did you know i was still angry? when it starts to hurt real bad i start to get angry all over again and i want to scream and throw things.
but then when i start to really think about it i just feel sorry for you. sorry that you let a selfish person brainwash you. brainwash you into thinking your own sister, your flesh and blood, didn't matter. sorry that you weren't smart or strong enough to see that this wasn't even a good person.
did you know i feel so alone?
wonder if you ever care...
